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Okay, everybody. We have a special guest
today.

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She's coming in to do one of our anti
-porn PSAs.

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Who is it?

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Well, let's just say she's a young lady
who years ago lost her way.

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But she has seen the light.

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And she wants to share her story to help
others in need.

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That's awesome.

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Absolutely. In that case, everybody,
it's time to spread.

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Excellent.

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I'll go check on her and see if she's
done with makeup.

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If you could go set things up, Jonathan,
and get everything ready, I'd like to

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be shooting by noon.

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You got it.

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Right.

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In any porn movie, there are three
things you will inevitably hear the

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screaming as they're getting fucked.

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The always popular, yes.

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It's short, sweet, and to the point.

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Directors and production companies like
this one because it's an obvious sign of

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verbal consent.

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Oh, hey, Tammy.

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You out ready?

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Yep. Great.

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And you know what you'll be talking
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Yep. Wonderful.

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Oh, please, just follow me.

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Then there's the more descriptive fuck
and all its offshoots.

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Fuck me.

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Fuck my face.

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Fuck my ass.

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Fuck my whatever.

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This is a favorite of most girls.

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It's more of a hybrid mix.

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Part instructional phrase, part dirty
talk, and it rolls off the tongue with

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ease.

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Well, this is where the magic happens.

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And finally, and most applicable to my
story, is the strangely ethereal, oh

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usually said in repetitive bursts of
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Oh god, oh god, oh god.

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This one is a bit of an oddity, and
obviously goes against the second

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commandment. Not sure why or when it
became a porn thing, but it has.

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And now, even the least religious
heathens among us call out the Lord's

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the heights of passion.

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I'm going to put you right over here.

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All right, everybody. This is Tammy.

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And are you feeling ready? You want to
try one?

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Sure. Terrific.

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Jonathan, all set?

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All set.

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Terrific. Roll cameras.

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Marker.

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We have anti -porn PSA starring Carrie
Munro. Take one.

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And action.

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Hi. My name is Tammy Dawson.

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Some of you might know me as Carrie
Munro.

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I was a porn star.

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I've appeared in over 300 X -rated
movies, and I've fucked countless men

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women.

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Let's cut it right there.

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Tammy.

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If we could make it a little less
graphic, you know, this may be seen by

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young adults, you know, under the age of
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So if we can make it a little more PG.

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Okay.

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Terrific, thanks.

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Okay, everybody, from there, cameras
rolling.

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Set.

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Marker. Anti -porn PSA starring Carrie
Munro, take two.

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Beautiful. And action.

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I appeared in over 300 X -rated movies.

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You see, I grew up in a very religious
household.

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As I got older, I wanted to find my own
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I drifted away from the church, and that
was the beginning of my problems.

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I'd always dreamed of being an actress,
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jumped at it.

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I moved out to California, and I took my
shot at stardom.

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I really wanted to be famous.

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Oh, it's going so great, Tammy. Really
wonderful.

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Now I'm wondering if this time you can
make it sound a little more sad.

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You know, not quite so exciting.

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Okay?

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Okay. Thanks. Just go ahead.

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Unfortunately,

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I began to realize...

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that I was famous for the wrong reason.

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I had lost my way.

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I turned my back on God and everything
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I was doing it all for the money and for
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of my fans.

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And on that day, I came to realize that
God would never turn his back on me

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and he would forgive me.

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And there was still an opportunity to
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So that's what I did.

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He forgave me.

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All I had to do was ask.

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And let's hold it there.

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If we could make it a little less
glamorous.

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You know, if you could focus more on how
you were coerced into porn.

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And I don't want to put words into your
mouth, but, you know.

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You really didn't want to do it.

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And once you were in, you felt you were
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That's not how it happened.

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Yeah, but you see, we find that it plays
better if the audience thinks the girls

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were coerced or tricked in some way.

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Because then the people, they feel sorry
for you.

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And it makes a much more powerful
message.

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Right? But I don't want to lie.

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Oh, no, I don't want you to lie,
sweetie.

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I would just like you to emphasize the
fact that once you found yourself in the

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business, you felt, well, there was no
way out.

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And again, you were trapped.

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But... I didn't want to do it anymore.

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But I didn't know what else I could do
for a living.

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And my options were limited.

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The business was changing.

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I was changing.

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And I knew that I needed to seek a
different path in life.

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Okay, cut.

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Well, let's all take a little break,
shall we?

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Everybody, grab some lunch.

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Oh, and Jonathan.

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I'm thinking.

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If we put some really dramatic music
under this, that will help sadden it up

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bit.

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But, man, we've got to see if she can
dig a little deeper after lunch, right?

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Okay. I'll see what I can do.

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Really appreciate it.

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Take her out for a walk, someplace
private where she feels more

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then just see if you can open her up a
little bit.

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Because, man, we need it more sad.

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We need some tears.

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Right?

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I mean, I'll talk to her.

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Terrific. Work your magic.

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Thank you, Jonathan.

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So, um, how long were you in the
business?

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Um, five years.

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It went by so fast.

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Yeah.

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Time does fly.

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I've been here now three years.

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Feels like just yesterday.

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You know, I remember the first time I
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I was so nervous.

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Yeah.

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I was really nervous today.

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I've been in front of a million cameras,
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right at home.

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Today was totally different.

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Yeah, you know, I didn't notice you
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Diff up there.

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It's okay. Just relax.

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We're all on the same team here.

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We're just people trying to let others
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to find their truth.

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Yeah.

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It's just a whole other world.

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You know what? Let's help you feel at
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I actually think I know something that
might help. Something you can relate to.

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You know when you're about to give a big
speech and you get stage fright?

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Yeah.

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And you picture everyone naked, you
know, to even the playing field?

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What makes you think I haven't already
been doing that?

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Really?

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Even me?

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I'm sorry.

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That's embarrassing.

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Does that make me a bad person?

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No. No, not at all.

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We all have temptations from time to
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God always understands and forgives us.

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What if I wanted to act on it?

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What if I wanted to... Stop it.

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I'm sorry.

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It's so hard to be good.

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Especially after being bad for so long.

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God tests us.

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Forsake our temptations.

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To prove our loyalty to him.

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Right.

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Are you feeling tempted right now?

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Um...

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Very. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Please,
please. What?

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We have to pray for the Lord to forgive
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Heavenly Father, please forgive us for
our sinful behavior.

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She knows not what she does.

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She just came back into the fold, and
she was weak and easily tempted. Please,

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God, give her the power to refrain from
this terrible temptation.

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And please, God, help me resist her
advances.

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Amen.

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Amen.

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I don't think God is listening.

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What? At least about the resisting part.

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Oh, God.

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Oh, God.

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Please, Lord.

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Oh, it's beautiful.

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Oh, my God.

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Oh,

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yes.

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Oh, my God.

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Oh my god.

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Are you sure no one's going to help you?

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I hope not.

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Oh, Lord.

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Oh, God.

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Bye.

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That's so good.

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Do you think God is listening now?

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Thank you.

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Oh. Oh.

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Oh.

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It made me feel incredible.

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I'm glad you feel that way.

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I felt kind of bad thinking that I was
pushing you into something you didn't

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want to do.

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No, not at all.

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I definitely wanted to do that.

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I didn't know sex could be so...
Amazing?

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Yeah.

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You know, if sex...

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If he was so good, then why did you ever
stop?

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I've always been a super sexual person.

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Porn didn't make me this way.

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I was kind of built for porn.

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So when that guy wanted me to say that
it took advantage of me, I couldn't.

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Did it use me?

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Yeah.

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But I used it too.

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They were some of the happiest moments
in my life.

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Then why'd you quit?

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I got what I wanted out of it.

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I just bought my first home.

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I own my car.

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I have a huge chunk of cash in the bank.

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I treated it like a business, and I
saved my money.

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I didn't start doing drugs or get caught
up in spending my paychecks on

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expensive shoes and purses.

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But, like I said, the business has
changed, and so have I.

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Well, if you were so happy with your
time and your business, then why are you

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here?

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Why are you doing a PSA about porn?

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I think it's because even though I had a
good experience in porn,

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not everyone will.

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And I just wanted to convey that
message.

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It is what it is, and it's not for
everybody.

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Let people know the facts.

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That way...

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If they do decide to take the plunge,
then at least they'll know what they're

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getting into.

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Why don't you make that your message?

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That's what the plan was.

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And then he started trying to twist it
around.

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It's like he wanted me to be this sweet
little innocent girl who'd been taken

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advantage of by the big bad porn
industry.

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And that's just not my story.

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He can't do it.

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Yeah.

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He likes to do that.

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Well, what are you going to do? I mean,
it sounds like you're having second

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thoughts.

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Maybe.

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Maybe I did rush into this.

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Maybe... It wasn't a good idea after
all.

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Fuck.

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What am I doing?

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I'm getting taken advantage of here more
than I ever did in porn.

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00:38:38,010 --> 00:38:39,390
Isn't that so bad?

269
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,880
Actually, could you do me a huge favor?

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After sex like that, anything.

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Hey.

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Did someone take the card to the camera?

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00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:28,260
Who has the card?

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Did someone at least download the
footage?

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00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:33,360
What's the matter? What's wrong?

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The video card. It isn't in the camera.

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What do you mean?

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It's gone.

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The footage is gone.

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00:39:42,240 --> 00:39:43,240
Where's Tammy?

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00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:48,720
Sometimes life has a way of righting
itself before things can go really

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With a little divine intervention, I
came to my senses just in the nick of

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What started out as a calling to help
others turned into something else.

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I felt dirty.

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00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,460
Dirtier than I'd ever felt on any porn
set.

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00:40:05,340 --> 00:40:10,380
I still wanted to have God in my heart.
I just think I'll keep it to myself and

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not feel the need to share it with
everyone else.

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00:40:13,380 --> 00:40:17,440
The porn industry had been good to me,
and I was going to return the favor.